My Spiritual Self and the Spirits Themselves
I thought it was time to put my spiritual self out there for people to
understand me better:
First off I am a very spiritual person Not Religious. I also do not
convert anyone to my beliefs. I would appreciate and expect the
same- However I do love discussing spiritual topics with folks- Those
who are secure within themselves to discuss without the
conversation turning to a conversion period.
Well I was raised Christian, But at around 16 I left the church after
major run-in with so called leaders who saw it fit I was outed in front
of the church-long story short- left the church.
In the Navy I met a Wiccan who introduced me to the Craft and well it
stuck.- In a nutshell I have been in the Craft for 22 years and have
been blessed with my teachers and the Spirits who I work with. Here
is a break down of my spiritual path:
3rd Degree Elder Priest in Celtic Wicca- From a certified Seminary
5th Generation High Priest in the Morgan McFarland Branch of Dianic
Wicca
Been trained in the Lakota, Ojibwa, and Cherokee Spiritual Paths- the
Lakota is incomplete as in 2001 my Teacher was Murdered.
Am a member of the Bear Tribe Medicine Society-A pan-American
Medicine Society Led by Wind Daughter.
I am also the Spiritual leader of a New Native Spiritual group called
Clan of the Tribal Lands.
I belong the House of Flameballah Wedo led by a Mambo Madison aka
Momi', Over the last several months I have had a large influx of spirits
that finally have merged into what I am today.
Here is a break down of the major spirits I deal with:
Bear- My Mothers Spirit- Also is connected to Yamaya my Female
God- Mother of the oceans, and the Mudweekis-Spirit Keeper of the
West- Emotions and Healing. In July 2006 The Spirits gave me the
name- Mudwuskee, Cub of Mudweekis that is my Bear clan name
Wolf- My Fathers Spirit- Also connect to Shawnendose-Spirit Keeper
of the South -Teacher- I also have Master Nikkia Soul Spirit-he come
in on occasion just to check on things.
Deer- My Grandfathers Spirit aka Running~ Deer- Also to
Waboose-Spirit Keeper of the North- Teaches me to learn about
myself. My Grandfather is my guide in this life. He came to me years
ago when I started to follow my Cherokee heritage.
Red Hawk- Wuban-Spirit Keeper of the West- Myself- messenger for
the Great Mystery.- Messenger for the Light
Otter-Again Yemaya known as Mama Otter- Birth Sign also Guide
Snake- 2 parts- Damballah aka Obatala- The creator God, Aida Wedo-
Rainbow Serpent- My homosexuality, my gift
Dragon- My Guardian- I have been given the name Crowlin by the
Dragon Clan
Spider-Teacher
Butterfly- Clan
Raven- My Soul Spirit- Messenger for the Great Mystery for the
Darkness
Gran Bwa- The Land itself & The Master of my head-Voodoo and
Native Links
Oya/Aun- Spring/Rain Tempest Storms-Goddesses of gentleness or
ferocity-My Grandmother-She choose me several years ago.
Spider- Archniama- Japanese Spider Demon- Other Spider thru which
I am clan
To me the Spiritual paths I follow are best shamanic at best- To me
they have blended and merged into one aspect for me- That the
spirits are multi-layered. Just the same with me and most everyone
else. No one is as simple as black and white.
I am a warrior of Shadows I deal in both light and Dark, Good and Evil
for we are all made of these thing. Each of these are in our heart and
soul which one we follow is up to the individual.
I do not know what the Spirits have in store for me. Each day it is
something new. My world is different and It has been a roller coaster,
But I am a better man for taking the ride.
I know that this may seem a bit boastful or maybe I have a major ego-
Nothing is further from the truth. By placing this down finally - I can
reflect on the simple yet complex spirits who chose me as I do what
the Great Mystery has decreed I do.
Above all else I am a Spiritual Teacher and Healer- I make no money
for my gift, to me to do so would be an insult to the gifts I was given. I
have seen when people gain power or higher status they forget the
humility and being humble before Deity.
I pray I never do that. I hope I never forget why I was called to do what
I do and the reason why I do it.
I am Honored to have the name Ta'hech Suvan- it is an honor I had to
be worthy off, if you wish to know of that story read the tell of Tito My
Son whom I had to let go.
Above all else- if you believe or don't what I have written here-it is of
no concern to me. I know who I honor and serve and I know that the
Spirits themselves gave me these gift and I am forever grateful and
humbled.
This is Bob Null it is also Ta'hech Suvan-"Speaks to many Spirits".
Ashe' Ashe'